There’s a part in the movie The Family Stone where Sarah Jessica Parker’s character finds out her fiance’ has fallen for her sister and she attempts to retaliate by saying she slept with his brother …. but then finds out they actually DIDN’T sleep together … she just got drunk and passed out. You don’t really need to know all of those details (and I probably lost you anyway), but at this moment when she’s losing her fiance while simultaneously losing what she thought she had with the brother, she breaks down and says, “Isn’t there anybody who loves me?!”. That’s a little of how I’ve felt today.
So many details I have to leave out of this story, but the short version is … I need some love. Correction, I need to feel wanted. Isn’t there anybody who loves me?