August …

You know that part in Twilight: New Moon (don’t act like you haven’t read it) where there are blank pages with nothing but the names of the months that are passing while Bella is in her funk?  I feel like that’s where I am right now.  When I look back at this time in my […]

Night & Day

Last night I hung out with 3 “kids” from work.  They’re all in their early 20s, whereas I’m in my late 30s (that was just EXTREMELY painful to say), but they treat me like one of them. We hung at a house and drank LOTS of alcohol.  I’m pretty sure I had half a bottle […]

RIP To My Youth

I’m sitting here feeling stupid and yet relieved in some strange way.  First, let me start by saying I’m 3/4 deep into a bottle of wine … drinking solo.  (This may explain things) I am alternating between bopping along to the music in the background while painting and tearing up while checking my phone every […]

Help Wanted

There’s a part in the movie The Family Stone where Sarah Jessica Parker’s character finds out her fiance’ has fallen for her sister and she attempts to retaliate by saying she slept with his brother …. but then finds out they actually DIDN’T sleep together … she just got drunk and passed out.  You don’t […]

Cover Up

I didn’t blog yesterday.  It wasn’t an accident, it was an intentional decision to ignore my commitment.  I even had things to blog about and still decided not to.  I have so much to say and yet this isn’t the forum to do it in.  Someday I’ll be able to sit down and just be […]